truth is i'm tired of it

it eventually takes a toll on you.
how do people do it. you go in and out of the game. is it a game? i don't understand it. I used to think i did. funnily enough in speaking with you the other day i used to think quite the opposite. I thought of myself as quite confident. the truth is over time i've lost the confidence in my theories. so much

why do people say that they're fine with it and once it happens they're the ones that are the most changed by it? I don't understand. what the heck!

i don't want to be friends.
caught in a bad romance
i want your loving
i want your revenge