My Golden Birthday...

My birthday was great! lol... i guess the upside to not growing up with making a big deal about birthdays is that you're not greatly disappointed when you get older and life takes its tolls on you... except you never really stop wishing for a real BIG deal about your birthday hoping this will be the year lol... this was my year lol... i was bummed at first but I had the birthday of my dreams... lol well half of it jkjk no i got the party and it was all about me jajajaja! yup... birthdays suck when you get older... nobody remembers... and you just wait to see who really knows or remembers which then leads you to wonder what your real worth is to each of your 'friends' and the importance you have in their friendship... i gotta say my evaluation of this years birthday? yeah apparently i have awesome family members... and not that many friends. In fact it was sad to hit myself with reality yet... why am i so surprised? after all it's just the reality of life...

overall i spent my birthday with people i love and care about. and heard from the ones that were too far away to make it yet still cared enough to call, text, or chat with me.

my brothers birthday? it was great... lol it was transformers themed... to be honest... it was the birthday of both of our dreams... separate birthdays each on its own day. lol... it was all about us on our day. jejeje... mine was strawberry shortcake princess lol... silly huh? yup.