complicated thoughts

so yeah... sleep is detrimental for my survival through the day... stayed up last night... only to complicate my life today. Just two days ago i was anxious for something new God would pop into my life. But now i'm not so sure i should've been so anxious... I can't specifically say what it was but God sure has a funny way of just springing things up and making it all complicated. It wouldn't matter so much if it wasn't such a life changing decision based 'thing'... i'm just too confused right now... off to relax and clear my mind for now...